My story has no Before really. Even though I had never been diagnosed, I feel I had been on the very edge of the autistic spectrum. For some people it expresses itself in depression or schizophrenia, or autoimmune diseases... for me it was depression, yes, but with underlying autistic notes, and this is what opened my eyes to the truth.
I had been a very quiet and withdrawn child. Fearful, extremely shy and awkward in social situations, and super clumsy. But it got worse around age 8 or 9. I spiraled down into a deep cloud of brain fog and even more autistic behavior. I stopped participating in class at school, and I developed strange ritualistic and almost obsessive behaviors. I didn't communicate much, I felt frozen inside, I couldn't look people in the eyes, I couldn't focus. My intelligence hadn't suffered that much as I could understand and follow the teachings at school, and in written exams and especially logical tasks I was still doing well. In fact, I spoke and acted like an adult or a little nerdy professor. But my social interactions had dropped to zero. At elementary school teachers had already observed my complete lack of facial expression or body language. And it just got worse with time.
Rocking back and forth as you can see so often in autistic kids. Obsessive thoughts and ritualistic behaviors. Internal conversations but not able to express myself to others.
Added to that came the physical issues. Red flushed cheeks and a puffy face. Constant throat and ear infections. Bronchitis all the time with never ending coughing fits. In puberty I developed keratosis pilaris on my upper arms and the first signs of hormonal imbalances. My period was extremely irregular. I often had extreme belly ache and had to leave school early because of the pain. Chronic constipation. Eating disorders. Extreme sugar cravings. Bloating. Low muscle tone and clumsiness. Heavy sweating. Very high heart rate.
Later came the panic attacks. Suicidal depression. Auto-aggression. Heart palpitations.
In 2018 about 1 in 59 children would be diagnosed autistic.
If you compare the numbers of autism with the numbers of vaccines given, you might see a very obvious correlation. We've been poisoned, consciously or not, but autism is not just a strange random expression of nature. It is the very clear description of heavy metal toxicity, just with a different name.
My generation in the mid 80's received about 7 vaccines that were available. Around that that 1 in every 2000 children was diagnosed with autism. Today children can receive up to 27 (!) vaccines before age 2, and about 1 in 59 children is diagnosed autistic.
Ingredients of vaccines? Certainly nothing you would want to give your child. Aluminium, Mercury, fetal DNA, formaldehyde, and many more toxins.
Vaccines, together with amalgam fillings, and fluoride and chloride in the water, and pesticides are the reason why some scientists say children these days won't outlive their parents. We are sicker than ever. Cancer, Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, MS and other autoimmune diseases - they are all caused by the rising toxicity.
I had been a very quiet and withdrawn child. Fearful, extremely shy and awkward in social situations, and super clumsy. But it got worse around age 8 or 9. I spiraled down into a deep cloud of brain fog and even more autistic behavior. I stopped participating in class at school, and I developed strange ritualistic and almost obsessive behaviors. I didn't communicate much, I felt frozen inside, I couldn't look people in the eyes, I couldn't focus. My intelligence hadn't suffered that much as I could understand and follow the teachings at school, and in written exams and especially logical tasks I was still doing well. In fact, I spoke and acted like an adult or a little nerdy professor. But my social interactions had dropped to zero. At elementary school teachers had already observed my complete lack of facial expression or body language. And it just got worse with time.
Rocking back and forth as you can see so often in autistic kids. Obsessive thoughts and ritualistic behaviors. Internal conversations but not able to express myself to others.
Added to that came the physical issues. Red flushed cheeks and a puffy face. Constant throat and ear infections. Bronchitis all the time with never ending coughing fits. In puberty I developed keratosis pilaris on my upper arms and the first signs of hormonal imbalances. My period was extremely irregular. I often had extreme belly ache and had to leave school early because of the pain. Chronic constipation. Eating disorders. Extreme sugar cravings. Bloating. Low muscle tone and clumsiness. Heavy sweating. Very high heart rate.
Later came the panic attacks. Suicidal depression. Auto-aggression. Heart palpitations.
In 2018 about 1 in 59 children would be diagnosed autistic.
If you compare the numbers of autism with the numbers of vaccines given, you might see a very obvious correlation. We've been poisoned, consciously or not, but autism is not just a strange random expression of nature. It is the very clear description of heavy metal toxicity, just with a different name.
My generation in the mid 80's received about 7 vaccines that were available. Around that that 1 in every 2000 children was diagnosed with autism. Today children can receive up to 27 (!) vaccines before age 2, and about 1 in 59 children is diagnosed autistic.
Ingredients of vaccines? Certainly nothing you would want to give your child. Aluminium, Mercury, fetal DNA, formaldehyde, and many more toxins.
Vaccines, together with amalgam fillings, and fluoride and chloride in the water, and pesticides are the reason why some scientists say children these days won't outlive their parents. We are sicker than ever. Cancer, Parkinson's, Alzheimer's, MS and other autoimmune diseases - they are all caused by the rising toxicity.
My mother had been pretty toxic already when she was pregnant with me. She had many amalgam fillings, and she struggled all her life with severe mental health issues as well as extremely bad eczema, digestive problems and allergies.
So I was born with already a pretty high load of metals and imbalances. I wasn't breastfed which is not helpful for developing a healthy gut flora. I got vaccines (aluminium and mercury). And then I got amalgam fillings in my milk teeth. That was the final drop when my already fragile health spiraled down.
For my irregular period they put me on the birth control pill (which leads to more toxicity). I later got diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.
To top it off, I got 4 hepatitis B vaccinations when I was around 16, which contain more mercury.
A case of severe diarrhea made me research healthy eating, and I came across Candida, food intolerances etc. I found a self-help forum on the internet which would become my main focus of study for the next years. I learned so much from these people and I am forever grateful for them! I also had a colleague at work who had studied naturopathy and offered me a free kinesiology session which revealed that I was super high in heavy metals. Back then I didn't know much about this. She prescribed me chlorella and cilantro, which was the worst thing I could have done. Cilantro is a super powerful mobiliser of heavy metals, and since I was extremely toxic, this stirred things up massively and crashed my adrenals. I felt like an 80 year old woman. I could hardly walk to get my groceries. Really bad times.
So I continued my battle and studied studied studied. I learned about autism and asperger's and found myself very much on the spectrum, and I read that heavy metals can cause it and that many kids respond very well to a gluten- and dairy free diet. After one week being off gluten and dairy the brain fog lifted for the first time and I felt like a new person. I added in some grapefruit seed extract to kill off Candida and felt even better.
Since then I have done many (MANY) things and methods of natural healing and detoxing. Whatever I could afford I tried. Whatever diet was out there, I tried it. I got better and better, and then I thought I had found the holy "heals all" grail Raw Veganism, and I ate raw foods only for 2,5 years. I had left my home country Germany to move to Spain. I felt good, and stopped all other detox methods and just soaked up the sunshine and nature and ate raw foods.
But some symptoms remained, and I also depleted my body of nutrients with this way of eating. I finally realized that my lack of sex drive, my brittle hair and my weak muscles told me something. It's quite brain washing following veganism and raw veganism, and it puts a massive load on your copper toxicity because most plant foods are high in copper and low in zinc. I started eating cooked foods again and later on animal products. I gained a lot (LOT) of weight but I slowly recovered, gained back some strength and lost most of that weight eventually.
I moved to Italy and later to Malaysia, not really focusing on detox, as I was stable enough to just live my life.
Still, I wasn't at my optimum health, and during a travel around the world in 2017/2018 I met up with other detox folks in California (check out Josh Macin) which brought me back to my healing journey. I realised that I still needed to do the detox work because heavy metals don't leave the body by themselves really. I learned about the things I had been missing out and how to detox in a safer way.
I dedicated my life to detoxing, healing my gut, taking plenty of nutrients, supporting my adrenals with adaptogens, meditating daily.
These days I am not depressed anymore (although I do have short bouts of it when I overdo the detoxing, but they get less and less). I have energy and am able to build muscle. I learned that I have the MTHFR 1298 mutation which reduces the body's capacity to detox to about 20 %, so I will need to keep up my detox game. I found gentle and effective ways to chelate the heavy metals from my body and slowly getting better and better.
My heart goes out to autistic and vaccine-injured kids and their parents. Even though I had never full-blown autism, I feel I had been on the edge, and I will forever support those parents who take action to help their kids recover.
So I was born with already a pretty high load of metals and imbalances. I wasn't breastfed which is not helpful for developing a healthy gut flora. I got vaccines (aluminium and mercury). And then I got amalgam fillings in my milk teeth. That was the final drop when my already fragile health spiraled down.
For my irregular period they put me on the birth control pill (which leads to more toxicity). I later got diagnosed with Polycystic Ovary Syndrome.
To top it off, I got 4 hepatitis B vaccinations when I was around 16, which contain more mercury.
A case of severe diarrhea made me research healthy eating, and I came across Candida, food intolerances etc. I found a self-help forum on the internet which would become my main focus of study for the next years. I learned so much from these people and I am forever grateful for them! I also had a colleague at work who had studied naturopathy and offered me a free kinesiology session which revealed that I was super high in heavy metals. Back then I didn't know much about this. She prescribed me chlorella and cilantro, which was the worst thing I could have done. Cilantro is a super powerful mobiliser of heavy metals, and since I was extremely toxic, this stirred things up massively and crashed my adrenals. I felt like an 80 year old woman. I could hardly walk to get my groceries. Really bad times.
So I continued my battle and studied studied studied. I learned about autism and asperger's and found myself very much on the spectrum, and I read that heavy metals can cause it and that many kids respond very well to a gluten- and dairy free diet. After one week being off gluten and dairy the brain fog lifted for the first time and I felt like a new person. I added in some grapefruit seed extract to kill off Candida and felt even better.
Since then I have done many (MANY) things and methods of natural healing and detoxing. Whatever I could afford I tried. Whatever diet was out there, I tried it. I got better and better, and then I thought I had found the holy "heals all" grail Raw Veganism, and I ate raw foods only for 2,5 years. I had left my home country Germany to move to Spain. I felt good, and stopped all other detox methods and just soaked up the sunshine and nature and ate raw foods.
But some symptoms remained, and I also depleted my body of nutrients with this way of eating. I finally realized that my lack of sex drive, my brittle hair and my weak muscles told me something. It's quite brain washing following veganism and raw veganism, and it puts a massive load on your copper toxicity because most plant foods are high in copper and low in zinc. I started eating cooked foods again and later on animal products. I gained a lot (LOT) of weight but I slowly recovered, gained back some strength and lost most of that weight eventually.
I moved to Italy and later to Malaysia, not really focusing on detox, as I was stable enough to just live my life.
Still, I wasn't at my optimum health, and during a travel around the world in 2017/2018 I met up with other detox folks in California (check out Josh Macin) which brought me back to my healing journey. I realised that I still needed to do the detox work because heavy metals don't leave the body by themselves really. I learned about the things I had been missing out and how to detox in a safer way.
I dedicated my life to detoxing, healing my gut, taking plenty of nutrients, supporting my adrenals with adaptogens, meditating daily.
These days I am not depressed anymore (although I do have short bouts of it when I overdo the detoxing, but they get less and less). I have energy and am able to build muscle. I learned that I have the MTHFR 1298 mutation which reduces the body's capacity to detox to about 20 %, so I will need to keep up my detox game. I found gentle and effective ways to chelate the heavy metals from my body and slowly getting better and better.
My heart goes out to autistic and vaccine-injured kids and their parents. Even though I had never full-blown autism, I feel I had been on the edge, and I will forever support those parents who take action to help their kids recover.
