How's it going? It's been a while. Well there were plenty of days when I didn't take the TRS although the past weeks I have been consistent again. Consistent as in: 1 spray a day. I still find it strange that in my first weeks, after the initial fatigue stage, I could get up to 5 sprays and actually felt amazing. Then I kind of lost a lot of my gains, and had to take some time off. Right now I do 1 spray a day which feels right. Slow and steady. And it still gets to me at times...it is powerful and I guess detox happens in layers. Once parts of the body are working better, the body can also detox better, so everything gets increased...and sometimes that is more than the body can handle.
Recently I had an episode again of immense depression (just before my period), a massive sadness and feeling of never being lovable. And yesterday I had a massive meltdown with intense anxiety, almost like a panic attack. I know though to focus both sides, the emotional healing for sure (unresolved trauma from the childhood) but also the physical side. It is well known in Traditional Chinese Medicine that emotions correlate to different organs. If your liver is stressed, you might feel irritated and angry. Sadness is related to the lungs and anxiety is related to the kidneys. So what if those meltdowns are actually signals from the organs that they are overworked and taxed? I noticed yesterday I was also way more sweaty. I hadn't been drinking as much lemon water as I had the weeks before and I had spent a lot of time in the sun and on the beach and it is super hot here these days and I got sunburned on the beach... all of which leads to an increased need for hydration. TRS gets excreted via the kidneys so maybe they had been simply overworked. My urine had been quite dark at times. So I am also back to taking my trusty herbs and adaptogens. He Shou Wu and Rehmannia are good kidney tonics, and I am drinking lots and lots of lemon water. Still I feel quite tired and more sweaty than normal. Anyway, one major gain I have though is that my Keratosis Pilaris on my upper arms is gone. It always got better in summer with lots of sunshine but it never went completely away. Now my arms are completely smooth. Some say it's a sign of a better working liver so your vitamin A levels can improve. Nice :) My red flushed cheeks are also still very good on most days, meaning I don't get flushed cheeks, and the redness is very little. This also usually gets better in summer, so I know there is also a correlation to Vitamin D (my levels had been very low in a blood test)...so we see how it will continue in winter, but they never had been that evenly colored I think. Not sure about other gains, nothing major so far. Today I sprayed the TRS on that strange little lump (cyst?) I have on my left rib cage. This had developed after taking a homeopathic remedy (I think it was Thuja) some years ago. I heard people spraying TRS on everything and moles falling off, so I give it a go. I am still on my second bottle only but I think detoxing in slow motion is better than pushing the body too much... Mood is kinda back to normal today. Sometimes it is scary how quickly I can change from happy and at peace to being a complete mess...Anyway, those episodes don't seem to last long, and I should remember to support the organs more...
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I got a couple of friends with newborn babies who will get their first vaccines soon. Mostly they don't know if it is the right thing to do, and I understand it is a hard decision for parents. You want to protect your child from any disease.
BUT the risk of vaccine injury is way higher than catching measles. Injecting a child (or adult) with a mix of mercury, aluminium, fetal DNA and other toxic elements can simply not be a good idea. Until today there have been no studies about the safety of vaccines. Doctors and nurses are hesitant about showing you the papers with the possible side effects. Countless parents report about those side effects. Their kids losing their speech, becoming autistic, getting skin rashes, digestive issues.... The counts of childhood diseases like measles, polio etc had already reduced BEFORE the big vaccinations started. Many claim this is mostly due to better hygiene and nutrition. I simply don't buy that something pushed and partially forced from the government is a good thing. I want to encourage you to read the papers with the possible side effects, to inform yourself, to hear the parents with vaccine injured children, and then make a decision. You could also get a genetic test to see how good your child can detox (MTHFR). Although in my opinion nobody should get injected with toxins. We are just now experiencing the long-term effects from vaccines. I don't understand how some people can believe so blindly something. Which those pro-vaxxers say about the anti-vaxxers. That we blindly believe snake oil salesmen. But really the anti-vaxxers have informed themselves. Vaccines (and other toxins) have severely impaired my life, and it makes me angry. The incredibly rising numbers of autism in kids is scary, and I don't understand how some people still don't want to see the connection. We are getting poisoned. OK it had been more rough again lately. Almost seemed as if I lost all my gains. My mood dropped, my hair got dry and brittle again, my ability to communicate and socialize dropped, I got more puffy and bloated again. I even got constipated which is rare for me these days. Scalp is a bit itchy again. Oh, and the sleepless nights are back. I even have a feeling that my face is less symmetric again. Now that might sound funny, because you might think the face can't change that much or so quickly. But mercury is known to cause facial asymmetry, and after a couple of weeks on TRS I had people commenting that I look somehow prettier, and I too felt my face was more symmetric and less puffy. Well at the moment it is back to before.
Detox comes in waves I believe. I guess once you start cleaning up, the body has more ability to throw out more junk, which then can get stuck again for a bit. I was able to tolerate 5 sprays for a while but now somehow I have to step back. One positive thing: another tiny little white half moon is showing up on my right ring finger now too! Yay! I know I am on the right path, but it is a marathon, not a sprint. I need to give my body time to catch up. It might be faster for other people but I am homozygous for MTHFR 1298 so I have a 80 % reduced capacity to detox. I take lots of naps and drink lemon water like it is getting out of style. Adaptogens, magnesium, vitamin C. You know the deal. Keep on going! My whole current healing blog is just about TRS it seems - because that is basically all I am doing. I have all faith now that TRS will take care of almost everything else, because once the body is detoxed from heavy metals, pesticides etc, it should be able to heal everything else.
Which is great for my purse too! I spent a fortune every month on supplements! Now with TRS all I take really is magnesium and vitamin C daily, and here and there some taurine, boron, iodine. I still take my binder cocktail in the morning though. So what's new. I still get a bit fatigued when I take it but it is absolutely fine. I am taking some naps now here and there and just take this time as my healing time. Nevertheless I have energy to go to the gym 2-3 times a week. There is indeed a tiny little white half moon growing on my right index fingernail! YAY! I also had a couple of people telling me that I looked very pretty and happy recently - if I had done something. That is really cool, because yes, I do feel happy. Very happy actually. I am great at socialising and getting better and better at chit chatting. I am sooo relaxed, especially around people. I used to be so tense, anxious (autistic). I feel I am getting better and better now with age, ha! I took some cod liver oil again because my hair got a bit more brittle and the keratosis pilaris on the upper arms a bit worse, also the dry heels. A few days of cod liver oil (vitamin A) helped with that! After a couple of meat meals my libido is also doing way better. I had been more on the vegan path lately, but will make an effort again to eat more meat, eggs and fish. My last cycle was 29 days!!! That is sooo cool! My cycles had been regular and pain free and fine but always around 33-34 days. Currently I take only 3 sprays a day. 2 months on and continuing. Yesterday and today I didn't take TRS. I needed a break *gasp*
OK I am usually not the type who takes break, I push through, or back down but I keep on going. Which is not a smart attitude when it comes to heavy metal detox. This is a marathon, not a sprint. So the past days I had been very much on the edge. My sleep had gotten extremely bad, and I never had issues with my sleep. I had moved to a new house so I thought it was the new environment, the new bed, whatever. And then I found out there were bed bugs. The first nights I still believed it was mosquito bites all over me but then realized that I never heard the ssss sound, had never seen a mosquito and overall had so many bites that just didn't look like mosquito bites. So I inspected the sheets and found many tiny tiny spots which apparently is a sign for bed bugs. Aaaaaaah!!! It's a pretty old house and it is FULL of stuff from the owners. Like virtually every drawer you open is full of sheets, blankets and jesus figure. Heaven for bed bugs I guess. What's a girl gotta do... So the past days I started my war against the critters and my coworker gave me Diatomaceous Earth. Oh the irony! I had always thought of ordering some because many people recommend it to kill parasites internally (some say it is too harsh though on the gut).... and here I am getting a whole pound for free! So I am spreading the Diatomaceous Earth around the bed and along the walls and sockets, washing everything at 60 degrees and packing everything else in black plastic bags which I put in the sun (luckily Andalusian summer is here by now). Heat kills them. So yeah I had felt a bit off the past week, also had some pretty stressful events at work. I was irritated, my hair got super dry and brittle again, my mood dropped, one night I had a massive itchy scalp again, and blah. Well I realised my body was needing a break. So many things at once, the TRS detox, the extra stress at work, the bed bugs and not enough sleep (which also is enhanced by the TRS), and then I upped my gym sessions to three times a week - too much. So yesterday I didn't take the TRS and voilá I slept through the whole night. Maybe also the bed bugs got a bit less already, thanks to the Diatomaceous Earth (although they say it takes a few days to kill them) or the lavender pillow I hugged in bed (apparently they don't like lavender) or the fact that I was wearing long trousers, socks and a long sleeve shirt. Whatever - sleep!!! I felt so grateful. So yes, don't underestimate the power of the TRS. It is very potent and at times can still wipe me out. I had an afternoon where I took a nap and literally felt like I couldn't move afterward, utter fatigue. I will continue a bit less carefree. Which always helps with detox symptoms: Magnesium! Vitamin C! More Water! Bitters for the liver! Adaptogens! Sleep! Oh btw two days ago I had meat again after a longer break and voilá had an orgasm in my sleep. This often happens to me after eating meat. Is it the zinc? A propos zinc, my nails look great these days! The white spots have almost completely grown out, so maybe my zinc levels are way better now. Still no sign of half moons though, sigh. Let's hope I continue sleeping better now... Life continues to be good, thanks to Advanced TRS.
I feel waaay more stress resilient, my cheeks don't flush red and hot anymore at all (I still used to get some random flushes, mostly around midday). I am also feeling way more social, I enjoyed having a dinner with friends the other day, chatting along and feeling completely normal. The massive brain fog is gone! Also no racing thoughts, no overactive mind. I used to write down notes all the time because I had so many thoughts coming in all the time. I was like the nerdy little professor. Now my mind is calm. Playing the ukulele seems so much easier. I hadn't played in a while, and yesterday I picked it up and it flew much easier to play. Still on the negative side are that my sleep is not very restful and deep at the moment and I can't remember my dreams (I had dream memory before). I will experiment with some extra B6. Also the libido is still more on the lower side, definitely not like it used to be. But maybe that is also age related (gasp)? And maybe my overactive libido from back then hadn't been so healthy anyway but was more a sign of my body being in constant overdrive? I had a couple of days with LOTS of really smelly gas (eeeh) so I guess that was die-off (the bad boys release a lot of ammonia and other gas when they die, and I had that before when I did parasite slaying). I really feel I am responding well to the Advanced TRS because I did a lot of detox work already all those years before, and now the TRS is just cleaning up the brain, because it can cross the blood brain barrier. Well the brain is the most important part obviously, with the pineal and pituary gland. I am only on my second bottle of TRS now. So far I am very happy and I would recommend it to EVERYBODY! I still love it!
I realized I am so much calmer! In the past I used to overthink, worry and was full of fears. I also had a lot of rage and irritation. Social interaction used to drain me. All of it had gotten better over time but nowhere near as good as it is now with the TRS. I enjoy driving my car now, for long trips to the beach. I don't even rely on my navigation system anymore, I just cruise around. It sounds silly for somebody else, but it is big for me. I used to freak out driving to unknown places, or big cities. Way back I was afraid just to drive in general, because I was worried my hands would just randomly turn the wheel around and I would end up in the ditch. I am moving house at the moment and while in the past that would have freaked me out and made me a bit anxious, I am now really calm. I feel so much more happy. Yesterday I spent the whole day at the beach, and then afterwards I visited friends. In the past a whole day out would have drained me, and social interaction afterwards would have been a torture. Now I was just fine. I feel like I am fully waking up now. Yes I had improvements over the past years, due to dietary changes, some cleansing, detoxing but nothing as profound as with TRS. It must really bind to all the heavy metals and eliminate them. I do have a bit more Candida flares which I believe is part of it leaving the body. It is a bit like working with a homeopathic remedy - you heal from the inside out, and sometimes symptoms can get worse before they get better. This is TRUE healing. One month of Advanced TRS. Do I think it is working? Hell yeah!
I think this is one of the best heavy metal detoxing supplements I have tried! It is very very gentle. Yes you get side effects if you go too high with the dose too soon, but even then it was bearable for me (as I had done already lots of pre-work I suppose). I have a really good feeling taking it, and all the other positive reviews from others are amazing too. It removes all the toxins slowly but steadily, and by doing that also breaks up the biofilm and eliminates parasites. I got my second bottle (my first bottle is still one third full. One bottle is supposed to last 28 days with 5 sprays a day. I did most days 5 sprays but of course less in the first week), and I plan on taking it for life-time. Why that, you might ask? Because we are constantly exposed to toxins. I will probably not take the full dose every day but here and there some sprays for sure. It is said that after 6 months of the full dose most toxins are out of the body. Let's see. The first month gave me good hopes. The itchy scalp for example is almost completely gone! Yay! My mood is incredibly good. That alone is worth it! Interestingly, a couple of days ago I had for two days a very brief experience of depression/suicidal thoughts for maybe 2-3 hours, each of those days during the lunch time. It was so strange, my day started great, then around mid-day it plummeted and I was teary and suicidal thoughts crept up. Then around late afternoon it faded and I felt great again. Why is that so interesting? Because it shows to me that depression and suicidal depression have not much to do with what we actually think, but rather our physical body makes us think certain things, to make them fit to the stuff that is going in the body. It is hard to explain. But you cannot really be suicidal just for a few hours. For me that was a sign that some dark stuff aka toxins or whatever got moved (maybe break-down of biofilm?), or the adrenals crashed over mid-day. Another option was the different brand of buckwheat flour that I had used. This one says it can contain traces of gluten. My old one stated it was gluten-free. Now I know I am pretty sensitive to gluten, I cannot even have oats, and seem to react even to gluten-free oats (apparently there is a protein in oats that mimicks gluten and can make celiacs react). Whatever the reason was, I try to remember this when I am in this suicidal phase - it is not me, it will pass, and I just have to keep on doing what I am doing. Lots of water with lemon juice helps as well as more extra vitamin C, or a water enema. Depression is toxicity. So after the first two weeks with really super low energy (even worse than before), my energy came back around the 3 week mark. Still not super strong but at least I can go for hikes again without feeling absolutely drained and I also started going back to the gym. I also don't need 11 hours of sleep anymore. I felt tired all the time really. Now I am back to normal sleeping times so that's good.
My kidneys don't hurt anymore. Maybe the combination with Turpentine was just too much of a detox. I think I underestimated the harmless looking little bottle of TRS. It is POTENT. I drink lots of lemon water and my urine isn't super dark anymore. I stink though. My armpits smell like crazy :o I usually don't really smell much, but since starting TRS I hope nobody gets too close to me at the gym :D Mood is still pretty good. And tataa, my libido is definitely back :) I had worried a bit but since starting the TRS I already had 2 times waking up with the female equivalent of a wet dream. Loving it. Body temperature has also stabilized again and doesn't fluctuates anymore madly like it did when I started the TRS. I did a few day of only 2 sprays a day but will up again to 4-5 sprays now. No other exciting things yet to report but I have a feeling I will stay with TRS for a while now. So here we are again. What causes what. My life-long puzzle it seems.
So yesterday I had a massive headache in the late afternoon. (Mood is great btw! Like really really good. I also feel calm, fearless, centered. I kinda have a feeling it might be related to the TRS. Many people claim the first 2 weeks they feel shitty and fatigued, and then at week 3 they feel much better. I have also been back to the gym and feel way better energy-wise!). The headache started during an energy healing session so I thought it was related to that. We worked on releasing stuck emotions, and I was a bit dizzy afterwards and felt my head pounding. I went to the beach afterwards to ground myself. My mood was still great, I was only a bit tired and having this headache. I went to bed early, and had trouble falling asleep, and then I woke up in the middle of night drenched in sweat, and I had some intense fears and a little sleep paralysis. Actually classic detox symptoms for me. The next day my head was better, but the headache returned again during the day. And I also still feel sweaty somehow. (My armpits stink currently by the way, I believe that is from the TRS - detox galore! I am also almost always thirsty and my urine is darker than usual. Clearly need to up my water). So here we are. At first I thought, clearly something shifted during that energy work session, and maybe toxins got released. I took extra magnesium, vitamin C, charcoal capsules and did a water enema - still headache. I knew that my period was about to start soon, probably today or tomorrow. So now I am wondering if the headache is connected to the upcoming period as I used to have those in the past. In THAT case the culprit might be that I am eating grains and legumes again! When I am on raw vegan or paleo, my periods are smooth sailing, not a single discomfort, boom. I remember when I was eating a high starch diet, my period caused massive cramps. SO. 1) let's see if I get cramps when my period comes 2) is it the grains and legumes causing the issues? 3) is it detox (TRS/energy work) Of course I started all these things at the same time since my last period: I started TRS and I started eating grains and legumes again. It would be a bummer because I was happy to eat a more varied diet again. I only had buckwheat, chickpeas, lentils, and some quinoa. I must say though my hair doesn't look as shiny as it was before anymore... I reduced my animal protein intake, and maybe that was a mistake as the body needs lots of protein when detoxing. I just thought more carbs would give me more energy, and legumes are high protein. By the way, some people say they can tolerate more foods again on TRS! Like even gluten. Now I will never go back to eating gluten again but why should I not be able to tolerate buckwheat and chickpeas please? Is it the lectins (my genes say I would be better of with a lectin free diet)? Anyway, my mood is fantastic, and as I said I feel calm. Sometimes I need to remind myself how far I have come. I used to be extremely anxious and tense about so many things. Driving a car seemed impossible, I was so scared and when I was super toxic, I sometimes worried, my hands would just turn the wheel to the opposite lane (I later read the exact same thing from another mercury victim, and found that so interesting!). I used to be so worried, tense inside, stressed out. So yesterday I drove 2,5 hours to the energy work session and felt super chilled. Then I went to the beach and walked around felt so extremely confident and grateful and happy. I used to think all the time what other people think of me. Now I just feel confident, and I honestly don't care what other people think of me. Then I camped in my car over night and slept in this quiet spot in the middle of nowhere. And the next day I did a little road trip exploring new routes and villages on my way home. Now this might be because I am getting older, wiser, more mature blah blah, but to be honest I believe it is the TRS. I read similar comments from other users, how they felt calmer etc. Now I only need to find out the question above. Guess I have to wait another month till my next period, eating grains and legumes, to see if they really affect me. If I get two periods in a row with headaches and cramps, I will stop the grains and legumes, and if I then still have issues on the third month, it must be the TRS or whatever but I kinda doubt that. |
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