I just realized how easy it is to forget symptoms that you had when they disappear. For example I woke up this morning realizing that my hands don't get numb anymore at night! Which apparently is a sign of an underactive thyroid. (Or maybe I just sleep through it now, who knows).
I thought of old symptoms because an old symptom had actually come back: heart palpitations. Urgh. Not very pleasant. It started on the day when I took a vitamin D supplement but it could have other causes as well. I am currently on my 4 day break from the Turpentine, and I feel a bit more bloated again. So I think my ultimate goal will be to take turpentine daily. I will need to change my diet for that though because I don't have 3 bowl movements a day. Which might be fine if one does water enemas and/or add castor oil into the game. I will experiment. Still on 5 sprays of TRS, no big developments in that area I think. I still get tired a lot and don't feel like exercising at all. Not good. I want to get back into a good exercisement routine. I want the energy to do yoga, weightlifting and running here and there. My left knee hurts though so I am not sure about the running... Talking of left knee pain...spiritually this can mean inflexibility in regards to the future as well as insecurity. Besides that, I stopped my daily cacao intake. Due to the high cadmium levels in my recent hair test and also because any caffeine is not helpful when your adrenals are worn out. Every time in the past when I stopped taking cacao for some time my cheeks were less red and I was less bloated. And then I kinda forget all of it and start all over again. It is just another coffee. It's a stimulant. So yesterday was my first day without cacao and geez I got the caffeine withdrawal headache. Which to me is just a confirmation. It's a drug. You don't get withdrawal symptoms if you don't eat an apple every day. Silly me. Maybe that was a major missing link for healing my adrenals. But I somehow always thought, 1 tsp of cacao is not too bad. Well for normal healthy people probably not, but for somebody with adrenal issues etc it probably is. Plus, it is a very probable source for the heavy metal cadmium. Funny how we get so addicted that we don't want to see the truth.
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In 1895, Daniel David Palmer, the founder of Chiropractic, said “The human body gets sick as the result of excessive trauma or toxins or thoughts, or a combinations of these agents.” I spent the past decade detoxing my body. I have been toxic with heavy metals from mercury fillings, vaccinations, massive fluoride in my childhood and so on. I basically had been autistic in my childhood, and I am not even exaggerating. Just back then nobody really noticed or knew much about autism. I have since then studied everything under the sun about detoxing (and tried it all). And I was wondering why some people have amalgam fillings and are actually doing ok (not saying that the neurotoxins won't affect them eventually). I have two friends who have silver fillings, and they come from happy healthy grounded families. Now it is the chicken and egg question: does a healthy psychology in childhood make you resilient to toxins, or do toxins make toxic families and cause psychological issues in families? Anyway, working on all three levels these days. Trauma, Toxins, Thoughts. Trauma and Thoughts is the part I had neglected over the past but they are also deeply connected with physical detox. It is all linked together. The more we detox physically, the more we also heal the energetic part of the disease. BUT the thoughts and emotional healing has maybe even a bigger impact on our healing. I have been doing the meditations of Dr. Joe Dispenza since November, and heard many testimonials about people healing from diseases. But you cannot bring an autistic child to meditate. A schizophrenic person might have troubles with it too. We live in such a toxic age, I think we need to add the physical detox to our arsenal. We cannot meditate and fully heal while still having amalgam fillings, consuming fluoride and other chemicals. I think the combination of both will have the best effect. Our pineal gland is calcified from bromides, fluorides etc, so obviously we won't have the full effect in a meditation. This is the path I will continue: resolve Trauma Toxins Thoughts. On to the other T's: TRS and Turpentine. Yesterday I finally went up to 5 sprays of TRS (day 6) and I had 10 drops of Turpentine (day 4). Pretty uneventful. I am still expelling parasites. I feel way more hungry but that might also be because I am eating more carbs now. People suggest staying low carb if you are killing parasites since they feed on them obviously. I have several thoughts about this. Going too low carb makes them starving and moving into other organs. Going too low carb is not the healthiest for women. Going too low carb doesn't give me enough energy. The parasites feed on heavy metals and toxins mostly, and as long as those are in the body, one will have parasites anyway, so all one can do is reduce them, no matter what diet one eats. I don't know to be honest. My carbs come from bananas and buckwheat currently. I don't get bloating. I am experimenting. There is so much conflicting information out there. I noticed though a bit more weight gain. I usually gain when I am detoxing (water weight? Belly fat from stressed adrenals?). This morning my temperature had finally been up to 36,51 degrees again after a couple of days being really low. Maybe because I didn't take extra seaweed for my iodine yesterday? I think I can see a tiny white moon though coming up on my right index finger!! That's exciting! The half moons on the fingers show healthy thyroid activity and I didn't have them as long as I can remember. I was considering taking some lugol's again but I was too worried about crashing my adrenals again so maybe I stick to seaweed at the moment. One thing driving me mad is my itchy scalp. Some days it's better, some days it's so bad. I don't know if it's the parasites getting angry from the turpentine? Anyway. Just keep going I guess. So this morning I took 25 drops of turpentine. IN two days I am off and I plan on taking the full dose of half a teaspoon finally. I still notice some fatigue during the days. I tried running again yesterday but ended up mostly walking. I sleep a lot. I used to be an early bird but the past weeks I sleep until 8 or so. Adrenals working hard. Was considering a two or three day water fast on my days off, while resting and meditating and taking a break from the internet. A vision quest at home so to speak. Still planning on a real vision quest soon though! |
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