How's it going? It's been a while. Well there were plenty of days when I didn't take the TRS although the past weeks I have been consistent again. Consistent as in: 1 spray a day. I still find it strange that in my first weeks, after the initial fatigue stage, I could get up to 5 sprays and actually felt amazing. Then I kind of lost a lot of my gains, and had to take some time off. Right now I do 1 spray a day which feels right. Slow and steady. And it still gets to me at times...it is powerful and I guess detox happens in layers. Once parts of the body are working better, the body can also detox better, so everything gets increased...and sometimes that is more than the body can handle.
Recently I had an episode again of immense depression (just before my period), a massive sadness and feeling of never being lovable. And yesterday I had a massive meltdown with intense anxiety, almost like a panic attack. I know though to focus both sides, the emotional healing for sure (unresolved trauma from the childhood) but also the physical side. It is well known in Traditional Chinese Medicine that emotions correlate to different organs. If your liver is stressed, you might feel irritated and angry. Sadness is related to the lungs and anxiety is related to the kidneys. So what if those meltdowns are actually signals from the organs that they are overworked and taxed? I noticed yesterday I was also way more sweaty. I hadn't been drinking as much lemon water as I had the weeks before and I had spent a lot of time in the sun and on the beach and it is super hot here these days and I got sunburned on the beach... all of which leads to an increased need for hydration. TRS gets excreted via the kidneys so maybe they had been simply overworked. My urine had been quite dark at times. So I am also back to taking my trusty herbs and adaptogens. He Shou Wu and Rehmannia are good kidney tonics, and I am drinking lots and lots of lemon water. Still I feel quite tired and more sweaty than normal. Anyway, one major gain I have though is that my Keratosis Pilaris on my upper arms is gone. It always got better in summer with lots of sunshine but it never went completely away. Now my arms are completely smooth. Some say it's a sign of a better working liver so your vitamin A levels can improve. Nice :) My red flushed cheeks are also still very good on most days, meaning I don't get flushed cheeks, and the redness is very little. This also usually gets better in summer, so I know there is also a correlation to Vitamin D (my levels had been very low in a blood test)...so we see how it will continue in winter, but they never had been that evenly colored I think. Not sure about other gains, nothing major so far. Today I sprayed the TRS on that strange little lump (cyst?) I have on my left rib cage. This had developed after taking a homeopathic remedy (I think it was Thuja) some years ago. I heard people spraying TRS on everything and moles falling off, so I give it a go. I am still on my second bottle only but I think detoxing in slow motion is better than pushing the body too much... Mood is kinda back to normal today. Sometimes it is scary how quickly I can change from happy and at peace to being a complete mess...Anyway, those episodes don't seem to last long, and I should remember to support the organs more...
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