I just realized how easy it is to forget symptoms that you had when they disappear. For example I woke up this morning realizing that my hands don't get numb anymore at night! Which apparently is a sign of an underactive thyroid. (Or maybe I just sleep through it now, who knows).
I thought of old symptoms because an old symptom had actually come back: heart palpitations. Urgh. Not very pleasant. It started on the day when I took a vitamin D supplement but it could have other causes as well. I am currently on my 4 day break from the Turpentine, and I feel a bit more bloated again. So I think my ultimate goal will be to take turpentine daily. I will need to change my diet for that though because I don't have 3 bowl movements a day. Which might be fine if one does water enemas and/or add castor oil into the game. I will experiment. Still on 5 sprays of TRS, no big developments in that area I think. I still get tired a lot and don't feel like exercising at all. Not good. I want to get back into a good exercisement routine. I want the energy to do yoga, weightlifting and running here and there. My left knee hurts though so I am not sure about the running... Talking of left knee pain...spiritually this can mean inflexibility in regards to the future as well as insecurity. Besides that, I stopped my daily cacao intake. Due to the high cadmium levels in my recent hair test and also because any caffeine is not helpful when your adrenals are worn out. Every time in the past when I stopped taking cacao for some time my cheeks were less red and I was less bloated. And then I kinda forget all of it and start all over again. It is just another coffee. It's a stimulant. So yesterday was my first day without cacao and geez I got the caffeine withdrawal headache. Which to me is just a confirmation. It's a drug. You don't get withdrawal symptoms if you don't eat an apple every day. Silly me. Maybe that was a major missing link for healing my adrenals. But I somehow always thought, 1 tsp of cacao is not too bad. Well for normal healthy people probably not, but for somebody with adrenal issues etc it probably is. Plus, it is a very probable source for the heavy metal cadmium. Funny how we get so addicted that we don't want to see the truth.
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Finally up to half a tsp of Turpentine!
Pooped out more parasites. No other side effects. Oh, except that I feel exceptionally cheerful and optimistic and my morning meditation left me giggling. 2 drops of Lugol's onto my wrist. Not much else to report. Took a Lauricidin suppository last night and 30-35 drops of Turpentine this morning - eliminated lots of Candida. Feel like I had been gang raped though :D
Also put one drop of Lugol's on my wrist (getting bold now), haha. So far all good. No fatigue. Had belly ache though after my adrenal cocktail, probably too soon after my breakfast (orange and lemon juice after amaranth porridge not a good combo). Woke up at 5:30. Good sleep though not much memory of dreams. Currently taking: TRS Turpentine Binders (Psyllium Husk, Bentonite Clay, Activated Charcoal) Spirulina Magnesium Whole Foods Vitamin C Boron K2 Seaweed/Thyroid Extract Zinc Taurine P5P Adaptogens: Siberian Ginseng and Mucuna mostly at the moment, just got my He Shou Wu again today and will start with Rehmannia Schizandra I also applied the Turpentine topically last night,onto my liver and abdomen and chest (mixed with some almond oil). My lungs are still my weak spot according to iridology (I used to have constant bronchitis as a child). Even Wick Vaporub contains Turpentine Oil, did you know!? In 1895, Daniel David Palmer, the founder of Chiropractic, said “The human body gets sick as the result of excessive trauma or toxins or thoughts, or a combinations of these agents.” I spent the past decade detoxing my body. I have been toxic with heavy metals from mercury fillings, vaccinations, massive fluoride in my childhood and so on. I basically had been autistic in my childhood, and I am not even exaggerating. Just back then nobody really noticed or knew much about autism. I have since then studied everything under the sun about detoxing (and tried it all). And I was wondering why some people have amalgam fillings and are actually doing ok (not saying that the neurotoxins won't affect them eventually). I have two friends who have silver fillings, and they come from happy healthy grounded families. Now it is the chicken and egg question: does a healthy psychology in childhood make you resilient to toxins, or do toxins make toxic families and cause psychological issues in families? Anyway, working on all three levels these days. Trauma, Toxins, Thoughts. Trauma and Thoughts is the part I had neglected over the past but they are also deeply connected with physical detox. It is all linked together. The more we detox physically, the more we also heal the energetic part of the disease. BUT the thoughts and emotional healing has maybe even a bigger impact on our healing. I have been doing the meditations of Dr. Joe Dispenza since November, and heard many testimonials about people healing from diseases. But you cannot bring an autistic child to meditate. A schizophrenic person might have troubles with it too. We live in such a toxic age, I think we need to add the physical detox to our arsenal. We cannot meditate and fully heal while still having amalgam fillings, consuming fluoride and other chemicals. I think the combination of both will have the best effect. Our pineal gland is calcified from bromides, fluorides etc, so obviously we won't have the full effect in a meditation. This is the path I will continue: resolve Trauma Toxins Thoughts. On to the other T's: TRS and Turpentine. Yesterday I finally went up to 5 sprays of TRS (day 6) and I had 10 drops of Turpentine (day 4). Pretty uneventful. I am still expelling parasites. I feel way more hungry but that might also be because I am eating more carbs now. People suggest staying low carb if you are killing parasites since they feed on them obviously. I have several thoughts about this. Going too low carb makes them starving and moving into other organs. Going too low carb is not the healthiest for women. Going too low carb doesn't give me enough energy. The parasites feed on heavy metals and toxins mostly, and as long as those are in the body, one will have parasites anyway, so all one can do is reduce them, no matter what diet one eats. I don't know to be honest. My carbs come from bananas and buckwheat currently. I don't get bloating. I am experimenting. There is so much conflicting information out there. I noticed though a bit more weight gain. I usually gain when I am detoxing (water weight? Belly fat from stressed adrenals?). This morning my temperature had finally been up to 36,51 degrees again after a couple of days being really low. Maybe because I didn't take extra seaweed for my iodine yesterday? I think I can see a tiny white moon though coming up on my right index finger!! That's exciting! The half moons on the fingers show healthy thyroid activity and I didn't have them as long as I can remember. I was considering taking some lugol's again but I was too worried about crashing my adrenals again so maybe I stick to seaweed at the moment. One thing driving me mad is my itchy scalp. Some days it's better, some days it's so bad. I don't know if it's the parasites getting angry from the turpentine? Anyway. Just keep going I guess. So this morning I took 25 drops of turpentine. IN two days I am off and I plan on taking the full dose of half a teaspoon finally. I still notice some fatigue during the days. I tried running again yesterday but ended up mostly walking. I sleep a lot. I used to be an early bird but the past weeks I sleep until 8 or so. Adrenals working hard. Was considering a two or three day water fast on my days off, while resting and meditating and taking a break from the internet. A vision quest at home so to speak. Still planning on a real vision quest soon though! Today I went back to 5 drops of Turpentine. I wonder if long term low dose Turpentine will be ok and just as effective, or if it will make the parasites rather angry and move to other organs.
But the reason why I stay low is that my temperature dropped pretty low and I show other signs of increased adrenal stress. I am so happy I know my body so well now! Like: the afternoon fatigue, not falling asleep instantly at night, face flush around mid-day. All rather minor and I took an adrenal cocktail in the afternoon which helped rather well. I also take lots of adaptogens, Vitamin C, magnesium etc for my adrenals so I think I can still keep it all at bay but sure enough I don't want to overdo it. I see a close relation now between kidney/adrenal stress and the hirsutism and belly fat. The kidneys get super taxed from mercury and any extra stress causes the adrenals to enlarge and produce cortisol and that causes all sorts of issues. So taking turpentine TOGETHER with TRS (which I had upped to 4 sprays a day within a couple of days) is probably a little much. But then again, I handle it not too badly, given the strength of my program. But yes, lots of peeing in the morning just shows I should overthink my latest breakfast of bananas and spirulina. I need sodium and fat to support my adrenals! Overall, my mood is good, and every parasite and critter out of me is better! I also felt way more hungry yesterday, so maybe that is because the body can absorb nutrients better. And another thing happening is I had random memories coming up, many from my childhood. This stuff is also like an emotional detox. Toxins as well as parasites store information, and I think especially the Turpentine cleans out the glands. So how did I get on yesterday with TRS AND Turpentine?
I did eliminate some stuff in my poop. Now I am not one who digs in their stool so I don't know what all came out but I saw lots of things that I normally don't see. Let's keep it at that. I was a bit fatigued in the afternoon but not super bad. I went for a little gentle walk to keep the lymphatic system moving and sweat a bit. Felt a tiny bit more bloated in the afternoon (I don't have three bowel movements per day as Dr. Daniels suggests one should have on Turpentine) so I did a water enema and eliminated more stuff. I feel I sweat a bit more (I think that is from the TRS) and it's quite stinky. But overall I feel pretty good. I am up to 4 sprays of TRS per day (and it's only my fourth day of taking it) without major side effects. I am not super toxic anymore as I have done lots of detox before, so I feel this is fine-tuning, and mostly getting the brain clear. Good stuff: My libido is back! At least I definitely feel more mojo in that area :) And I have the feeling my hirsutism gets less! It is too early and I know this takes to clear up fully but I have a good feeling there. I am taking lots of schisandra to support my kidneys (out of He Shou Wu at the moment unfortunately). Strength is not too bad too, and I think upping my carbs has helped with that. I also had pretty interesting dreams last night. They say the Turpentine (which basically is the essential oil of the pine tree) helps clearing the pineal gland (pine - pineal) and some even claim to get more clearvoyant etc from taking the turpentine. So I am curious about further development in that area. This morning I took 7 drops, plus some frozen castor oil which apparently helps with SIBO. I also put a drop of Turpentine on my big shoulder scar (I know there is a connection between keloid scars and iodine and/or zinc) and one drop onto my third eye (you never know). I have my bottle of Lugol's out again but I am not daring to take it yet. Last time did crash my adrenals pretty badly, but I had also taken big amounts. My thyroid levels have improved on my last blood test but its still hypothyroid, and I still don't have white moons on my fingernails and I can still see my thyroid is a bit enlarged. I am taking daily kelp and I have a raw thyroid supplement and a seaweed/selenium supplement that I alternate. But I guess I am still deficient in iodine. Waiting for my blood test results. So overall doing good, things are moving in the right direction. Is it the detox from Spirulina/TRS, the Parasite slaying with Turpentine and suppositores, or simply the fact that I upped my carb intake - I tend to believe it's all of it together. I know some people would disagree on the carbs with me but I feel they give me more energy. I want to get away from extreme diets. These days many people are going away from vegan diets because of deficiencies etc. And then they turn to carnivore diets. The other extreme. I think none of this is healthy, and I listened to a few debates and I can just say none of them seem appealing. Breaking News: we all gonna die one day! There is no perfect diet. THat's my update for the day. Remember when I said you should not do too many things at once because you could get severe die-off or you would not know what actually works and what not. Yeah, erm, can't help myself.
So two days after starting the TRS (which I think WORKS) I started the Turpentine Protocol today. Because it is full moon tomorrow and we all know those critters are most active during Full Moon. And because patience is not in my vocabulary and I don't like sticking to rules. What's the Turpentine Protocol you might ask? Turpentine (the pure pine gum spirit, not the toxic paint thinner) is amazing for killing parasites, Candida and apparently does a lot of other good things for your health. Apparently it was quite common for the older generation to take it. But sure enough governments banned all things that can cure. Thank God for the internet! Honestly, the internet saved my life, I have no idea where I would be today without it. Anyway, so Dr. Jennifer Daniels is probably the most famous Turpentine proponent, she has a whole protocol for it. You can take it with sugar or castor oil. So today I finally plunged in and took 5 drops on a tsp of coconut sugar first thing in the morning. A warning to all who want to try it: start slow. If you are really sick, like bedridden, I am not sure if it would be a good way to start, maybe start with less powerful things. Then again, it could be the miracle you might need. But it is really important to have regular bowel movements! Dr. Daniels suggests being so hydrated and eating lots of raw foods that you go 3 times a day. I think that is why people started suggesting taking it with castor oil with great success. The sugar is supposed to get the parasites out and then the turpentine kills them but many people use the protocol without the sugar and use just castor oil. It is also recommended to take a binder about 45 minutes after taking the turpentine to catch the toxins from the dying parasites. Some say activated charcoal is enough, others pledge for Enterosgel. Ornithine can be helpful for absorbing the ammonia, as well as molybdenum. I felt already pretty stable, as in I didn't have excessive bloating after meals anymore, I had done suppositories to kill parasites and Candida etc etc. That's why I thought it is time to start the Turpentine. I will continue the TRS of course. I do notice some episodes of fatigue during my days, as well as phases of good energy and great mood. Also, my muscles are more sore after workouts. Temperature still a bit low, and sleep not as deep. My body is working hard these days so I keep up the adrenal support. All in all though I feel very stable and the healing is speeding. The rash on my neck has gone. |
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