Where to start, oh where to start.
It's been already such a long story. Well I used to say I cured my autism, but recently I came to the conclusion, I am still different than others :D I have improved a lot. A LOT. But I still have very autistic traits, sometimes more, sometimes less. I still have health issues. And I am still hoping for the magic pill or that miraculous morning when I will wake up and I am in perfect health. For now though I am content and happy with what is, because compared to years ago, I am doing great. My anxiety levels have reduced massively, as well as my depression. Lately I had another bout of depression which was when I decided to stop taking binders for a week. I had taken binders for months now and they have been literally the best antidepressants - granted I luckily never took antidepressants in my whole life (even though I would have needed them, back then when I was heating knives over flames and pressed them against my skin to numb the inner pain with the physical pain - works like a charm. for a second). My binders are psyllium husk, bentonite clay and activated charcoal. In the beginning I also took Microsilica but I am doing detox on a budget so I cannot take that all the time. I am surprised though that a mere week without binders would pull me back so drastically into full depression. But maybe that's the way it is. What else has improved as of lately. Some weeks ago I started taking again Zinc and Vitamin B6. 10 years ago I had been diagnosed with Pyroluria, but I hadn't really been convinced that it is a root cause so I kinda ignored it. When I realized I had white spots on my nails again, so most likely a zinc deficiency, I kinda remembered the Pyroluria and dove back into it. The zinc brought on some serious copper dumping. My hair has improved massively in the past months which might be due to the cod liver oil I am taking (vitamin A!!). They give that stuff to their dogs for a shinier fur!!! Mind blown. Also my keratosis pilaris got better (many claim it's a vitamin A deficiency). It's not completely gone but maybe my vitamin A deficiency is big. I've lost a bit of weight (big hopes in the zinc there, as an "abnormal fat distribution" is said to be common with Pyroluria). I am not overweight, but I have this ridiculous belly fat which yes is abnormal compared to the rest of my body. It had increased during my iodine protocol trial so I guess I flashed out my adrenals big time then. One big concern of mine at the moment is the absence of my libido. My high libido was one of my only joys that kept me going through all those years of struggle. Also, as an autistic kinda girl who never really had a real relationship (let's face it), sex was my way to connect. I had many lovely affairs, but they mainly stayed superficial due to my lack of communication and social interaction. So when my sex falls away, my interactions become even less. Plus, I love sex. My libido decreased over the past months massively, and I guess it is also related to tanked adrenals :( No maca in the world had an impact so far, so another hope on zinc here. So as you can see I can ramble on forever, and it will get hard to put some kind of order into all of this. Iodine protocol, Pyroluria, adrenal fatigue.... if you found my website, you might know what all this is about. I am speaking mercury detox, Klinghardt, Chris Shade, Conny Fox. Pyroluria, Walsh, Pfeiffer, Nutritional Balancing. I am talking Nemechek Protocol, Autism One, Robert Kennedy. Superfoods and adaptogens, supplementing which I believe most of us are deficient in: iodine, zinc, selenium, magnesium. But also: meditation, creating your world and healing by thought. Kinesiology, TCM, Acupuncture, Emotion Code, EFT...... Good luck!
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