Finally up to half a tsp of Turpentine!
Pooped out more parasites. No other side effects. Oh, except that I feel exceptionally cheerful and optimistic and my morning meditation left me giggling. 2 drops of Lugol's onto my wrist. Not much else to report.
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Took a Lauricidin suppository last night and 30-35 drops of Turpentine this morning - eliminated lots of Candida. Feel like I had been gang raped though :D
Also put one drop of Lugol's on my wrist (getting bold now), haha. So far all good. No fatigue. Had belly ache though after my adrenal cocktail, probably too soon after my breakfast (orange and lemon juice after amaranth porridge not a good combo). Woke up at 5:30. Good sleep though not much memory of dreams. Currently taking: TRS Turpentine Binders (Psyllium Husk, Bentonite Clay, Activated Charcoal) Spirulina Magnesium Whole Foods Vitamin C Boron K2 Seaweed/Thyroid Extract Zinc Taurine P5P Adaptogens: Siberian Ginseng and Mucuna mostly at the moment, just got my He Shou Wu again today and will start with Rehmannia Schizandra I also applied the Turpentine topically last night,onto my liver and abdomen and chest (mixed with some almond oil). My lungs are still my weak spot according to iridology (I used to have constant bronchitis as a child). Even Wick Vaporub contains Turpentine Oil, did you know!? In 1895, Daniel David Palmer, the founder of Chiropractic, said “The human body gets sick as the result of excessive trauma or toxins or thoughts, or a combinations of these agents.” I spent the past decade detoxing my body. I have been toxic with heavy metals from mercury fillings, vaccinations, massive fluoride in my childhood and so on. I basically had been autistic in my childhood, and I am not even exaggerating. Just back then nobody really noticed or knew much about autism. I have since then studied everything under the sun about detoxing (and tried it all). And I was wondering why some people have amalgam fillings and are actually doing ok (not saying that the neurotoxins won't affect them eventually). I have two friends who have silver fillings, and they come from happy healthy grounded families. Now it is the chicken and egg question: does a healthy psychology in childhood make you resilient to toxins, or do toxins make toxic families and cause psychological issues in families? Anyway, working on all three levels these days. Trauma, Toxins, Thoughts. Trauma and Thoughts is the part I had neglected over the past but they are also deeply connected with physical detox. It is all linked together. The more we detox physically, the more we also heal the energetic part of the disease. BUT the thoughts and emotional healing has maybe even a bigger impact on our healing. I have been doing the meditations of Dr. Joe Dispenza since November, and heard many testimonials about people healing from diseases. But you cannot bring an autistic child to meditate. A schizophrenic person might have troubles with it too. We live in such a toxic age, I think we need to add the physical detox to our arsenal. We cannot meditate and fully heal while still having amalgam fillings, consuming fluoride and other chemicals. I think the combination of both will have the best effect. Our pineal gland is calcified from bromides, fluorides etc, so obviously we won't have the full effect in a meditation. This is the path I will continue: resolve Trauma Toxins Thoughts. On to the other T's: TRS and Turpentine. Yesterday I finally went up to 5 sprays of TRS (day 6) and I had 10 drops of Turpentine (day 4). Pretty uneventful. I am still expelling parasites. I feel way more hungry but that might also be because I am eating more carbs now. People suggest staying low carb if you are killing parasites since they feed on them obviously. I have several thoughts about this. Going too low carb makes them starving and moving into other organs. Going too low carb is not the healthiest for women. Going too low carb doesn't give me enough energy. The parasites feed on heavy metals and toxins mostly, and as long as those are in the body, one will have parasites anyway, so all one can do is reduce them, no matter what diet one eats. I don't know to be honest. My carbs come from bananas and buckwheat currently. I don't get bloating. I am experimenting. There is so much conflicting information out there. I noticed though a bit more weight gain. I usually gain when I am detoxing (water weight? Belly fat from stressed adrenals?). This morning my temperature had finally been up to 36,51 degrees again after a couple of days being really low. Maybe because I didn't take extra seaweed for my iodine yesterday? I think I can see a tiny white moon though coming up on my right index finger!! That's exciting! The half moons on the fingers show healthy thyroid activity and I didn't have them as long as I can remember. I was considering taking some lugol's again but I was too worried about crashing my adrenals again so maybe I stick to seaweed at the moment. One thing driving me mad is my itchy scalp. Some days it's better, some days it's so bad. I don't know if it's the parasites getting angry from the turpentine? Anyway. Just keep going I guess. So this morning I took 25 drops of turpentine. IN two days I am off and I plan on taking the full dose of half a teaspoon finally. I still notice some fatigue during the days. I tried running again yesterday but ended up mostly walking. I sleep a lot. I used to be an early bird but the past weeks I sleep until 8 or so. Adrenals working hard. Was considering a two or three day water fast on my days off, while resting and meditating and taking a break from the internet. A vision quest at home so to speak. Still planning on a real vision quest soon though! Today I went back to 5 drops of Turpentine. I wonder if long term low dose Turpentine will be ok and just as effective, or if it will make the parasites rather angry and move to other organs.
But the reason why I stay low is that my temperature dropped pretty low and I show other signs of increased adrenal stress. I am so happy I know my body so well now! Like: the afternoon fatigue, not falling asleep instantly at night, face flush around mid-day. All rather minor and I took an adrenal cocktail in the afternoon which helped rather well. I also take lots of adaptogens, Vitamin C, magnesium etc for my adrenals so I think I can still keep it all at bay but sure enough I don't want to overdo it. I see a close relation now between kidney/adrenal stress and the hirsutism and belly fat. The kidneys get super taxed from mercury and any extra stress causes the adrenals to enlarge and produce cortisol and that causes all sorts of issues. So taking turpentine TOGETHER with TRS (which I had upped to 4 sprays a day within a couple of days) is probably a little much. But then again, I handle it not too badly, given the strength of my program. But yes, lots of peeing in the morning just shows I should overthink my latest breakfast of bananas and spirulina. I need sodium and fat to support my adrenals! Overall, my mood is good, and every parasite and critter out of me is better! I also felt way more hungry yesterday, so maybe that is because the body can absorb nutrients better. And another thing happening is I had random memories coming up, many from my childhood. This stuff is also like an emotional detox. Toxins as well as parasites store information, and I think especially the Turpentine cleans out the glands. So how did I get on yesterday with TRS AND Turpentine?
I did eliminate some stuff in my poop. Now I am not one who digs in their stool so I don't know what all came out but I saw lots of things that I normally don't see. Let's keep it at that. I was a bit fatigued in the afternoon but not super bad. I went for a little gentle walk to keep the lymphatic system moving and sweat a bit. Felt a tiny bit more bloated in the afternoon (I don't have three bowel movements per day as Dr. Daniels suggests one should have on Turpentine) so I did a water enema and eliminated more stuff. I feel I sweat a bit more (I think that is from the TRS) and it's quite stinky. But overall I feel pretty good. I am up to 4 sprays of TRS per day (and it's only my fourth day of taking it) without major side effects. I am not super toxic anymore as I have done lots of detox before, so I feel this is fine-tuning, and mostly getting the brain clear. Good stuff: My libido is back! At least I definitely feel more mojo in that area :) And I have the feeling my hirsutism gets less! It is too early and I know this takes to clear up fully but I have a good feeling there. I am taking lots of schisandra to support my kidneys (out of He Shou Wu at the moment unfortunately). Strength is not too bad too, and I think upping my carbs has helped with that. I also had pretty interesting dreams last night. They say the Turpentine (which basically is the essential oil of the pine tree) helps clearing the pineal gland (pine - pineal) and some even claim to get more clearvoyant etc from taking the turpentine. So I am curious about further development in that area. This morning I took 7 drops, plus some frozen castor oil which apparently helps with SIBO. I also put a drop of Turpentine on my big shoulder scar (I know there is a connection between keloid scars and iodine and/or zinc) and one drop onto my third eye (you never know). I have my bottle of Lugol's out again but I am not daring to take it yet. Last time did crash my adrenals pretty badly, but I had also taken big amounts. My thyroid levels have improved on my last blood test but its still hypothyroid, and I still don't have white moons on my fingernails and I can still see my thyroid is a bit enlarged. I am taking daily kelp and I have a raw thyroid supplement and a seaweed/selenium supplement that I alternate. But I guess I am still deficient in iodine. Waiting for my blood test results. So overall doing good, things are moving in the right direction. Is it the detox from Spirulina/TRS, the Parasite slaying with Turpentine and suppositores, or simply the fact that I upped my carb intake - I tend to believe it's all of it together. I know some people would disagree on the carbs with me but I feel they give me more energy. I want to get away from extreme diets. These days many people are going away from vegan diets because of deficiencies etc. And then they turn to carnivore diets. The other extreme. I think none of this is healthy, and I listened to a few debates and I can just say none of them seem appealing. Breaking News: we all gonna die one day! There is no perfect diet. THat's my update for the day. Geez that stuff is really powerful. Took two sprays last night (yeah I always take higher doses than recommended) and when in bed I had lots of childhood stuff coming up and almost visuals, and I felt my brain. This stuff is working for sure.
I didn't sleep well again so I will consider taking it more in the morning or during the day I think. Also my temperature went down since taking it (adrenals!). I got a new toy in my collection: Well I got a couple of new toys aka supplements, but this is one I am excited about. And hopeful. I read many very good reviews about the Advanced TRS although I must admit I am skeptical as it is an affiliate program so people tell you anything of course. And I actually read a few ridiculous posts about it. Nevertheless, it is my first zeolite product I am trying and I have actually high hopes. It is supposed to chelate the heavy metals super gentle, and actually all kinds of toxins for that matter. I must admit, it sounds too good to be true. So I will keep you up to date here. Yesterday I took my first spray(s). Wasn't quite sure if the first spray was fully on, so took a second one. You are supposed to start with one spray and then slowly work your way up. If you are bedridden, start with even lower doses. As I feel quite stable, I took another spray this morning. Could be a coincidence but I was in a foul mood all morning. Anger and rage about incompetent colleagues, and childhood issues coming up about feeling unworthy blah blah. Quite interesting as I had felt quite stable and mentally happy over the past days and weeks really. So far no other reaction. I went for a run/walk after work in the sun to move my system and felt better. Though tired. Oh, that's another thing: I didn't really sleep that well last night but I had nights like that before. All in all, too early to conclude. One thing I have though at the moment, but that had started already a couple of days before the TRS: Some itchy hives around my neck like a necklace. It looked worse in real. It started on the left side of my neck, then went down to the middle line, and today it is on the right side. At first I thought it was a reaction to my necklace but I haven't been wearing it since then and the hive is still there. Plus, I had this kind of hive before (I think that was when I was taking Lugol's). I could only imagine it's toxins moving in my lymphatic system since that is where the lymphs are. Maybe from the Spirulina that I have taken daily now.
I was also planning on doing a parasite bombing tomorrow with turpentine but not sure, since I now only started with TRS and I really should not do too many things at once as I always do. It can make things worse and in the end I won't know what helped and what made things worse. Some of my other new toys are Taurine and Whole Foods Vitamin C for my Ceruloplasmin production. And copper and chlorophyll. I am careful about those though. I will get my blood and hair results soon so see how I am with copper and zinc. Currently only taking small doses of zinc. Since taking the Spirulina (high in copper) also my cravings for chocolate are completely gone so maybe I have already enough copper now in my system. What's new?
Diet: Experimenting with fruit and overall more carbs again. Yes, even grains (gasp!). Starting with buckwheat for now. Boom, I am having more energy. I know, what a surprise (not). I got this sneaky little theory that low carb works best for men anyway, while women need more carbs (and fruit), or at least they do better on it. So many theories in my head, hehe. Do I go back high carb vegan now? NO. I try and go back to a diverse healthy diet (seems like the disordered eating is still having a hold on me, but looking on the internet, I don't seem to be the only one :D). Anyway, yesterday I went for a long hike in the sunshine and even did a bit of running in between. My last attempts of running were awful. I wasn't even eating super low carb but kinda low carbish with mainly some sweet potato as my source. (Maybe a real low carb aka ketogenic diet would be different energy-wise). So back on the bananas and I feel like a light switch has turned on again. Maybe that was the reason for my low libido as well. D'oh! I keep on making the same mistakes it seems. I wonder though if I should rather focus on starches than fruit sugar to keep blood sugar balanced. Experiment continues. The massive bloating slowly went down! So this could be due to: lauricidin suppositories, peppermint oil orally (suppositories in the making), cbd oil or diet changes (less vegetables, more fruit - you would expect the opposite though). Maybe it's a bit of all. Which leads me to the cbd oil. Not quite sure yet about the effects but it usually takes some time anyway (which is a bummer because I am always doing so many things at the same time so I never quite know what works and what not - keep on making the same mistakes). Was feeling more cheerful though lately. I am mainly the guinea pig because I want my grandmother to get on it for her severe arthritis pain. I am trying to learn more about the endocannabinoid system. I am one of those rare cases who never got high smoking weed. So there might be a genetic receptor thing going on. It could also be that it's shut down due to disease (toxins?). So with the cbd I am hoping to wake up my endocannabinoid system. Maybe it is similar to other psychedelic drugs like ayahuasca. My first ceremonies were pretty low key. It seems as if my body was so toxic that it takes a while to wake up those receptors. My last ceremonies anyway were beautiful with lots of visions so maybe I should try smoking weed sometime again ;) I am almost through my sample of the Mitosynergy copper. I am taking two extra strength in the morning with no notable side effects so I wonder if that is a good sign? Maybe I am not deficient in copper after all? But of course it has been just a couple of days. I would love to give it more time but it's quite a costly supplement, so I will have to reconsider that. So far it has changed nothing to the better though as far as I can see. Some people said it helped with cold hands for example. Nah, still ice cold. Well my thyroid is still sub optimal (no white moons on fingernails and I can see it's still a big enlarged. I continue my iodine intake). I found a private lab nearby that will test anything you want for pretty cheap so that will be my next step to test my zinc and copper levels, besides lots of other stuff. I know I am still zinc deficient as I am still showing signs (white spots on the nails, dandruff). For detox I make a yummy cilantro pesto the other day, now that we are having lots of organic cilantro. Been eating a bit daily. In my very toxic past this would have made me very sick but now I can handle it so that's a good sign. I mean, how much more do I need to detox? I am very very hopeful though for the Advanced TRS that should arrive soon. Again, expensive, but I read so many positive comments now about it. I will let you know! I am starting back on my morning ritual practise of affirmation, visualizing and gratitude. SO important. My meditations were a bit meh lately but I also didn't put that much effort into it. Maybe time to switch it up. I think that's it. :) So I have been taking the Mitosynergy for a couple of days now. I started with half a capsule of the Extra Strength, which is actually not that much, since one capsule only contains 0,5 mg of copper but I guess since it is extra bioavailable, more gets absorbed, and low and slow is always best with introducing new supplements (not that I ever followed that route).
The next day I took a whole capsule. At the same time (because I am not always the smartest and most patient) I also started taking Spirulina (also high in copper). I do feel quite good. Which to be honest, intuitively I would rather give the Spirulina the credit for. To me it still makes more sense to get nutrients from food (even if it is a strange kinda food like a blue green algae) instead of supplements. Although I dig the Mitosynergy approach because their copper is super bio-available (but also soo much more expensive than Spirulina, and it it doesn't contain all the other good nutrients that Spirulina provides). I am still taking my zinc (apart from the copper, since they are antagonists). I am currently looking into TRS which is a nano-zeolite spray, said to be VERY effective for heavy metal detox. The internet is full of positive reviews (although some also claim it's a scam). But being me I will give it a try of course! From the same company I also ordered a new hair mineral analysis test (strangely hard to get one here in Spain), so I am curious. I still need to get my zinc, copper and ceruloplasmin levels tested though. Tried to get zinc sulfate at the pharmacy here but you can't get it without a doctor's prescription. Geez, c'mon Spain! My mind is pretty calm though at the moment (not much overthinking, or racing mind), meditations are pretty good. I have some dream recall. Learned today about taurine and that it helps the body absorbing Magnesium (as well as B6). Maybe a reason why for the past years I always had to take my daily magnesium, and I seem to waste it a lot. So when you are deficient in taurine, the kidneys just dump the magnesium. You get taurine mainly from fish and meat (hello, vegan years!) but the body can also produce it (if all goes well, which as we know is usually not the case if you are heavy metal toxic). Not sure if I get me some taurine, it is also important for the production of ceruloplasmin, so might be good. I also read that babies who aren't breastfed don't get enough taurine, that's why they add it to baby formula (I wonder if they did that already in the 80's when I got baby formula). Nutrient deficiency -> lower detox. One thing I noticed is that my heart palpitations are back a little. Didn't have those in a loooong time (the last time in my fruitarian days so I thought it is related to low sodium maybe?). I crave sodium still A LOT, and I wonder if my kidneys are also still salt wasting. I noticed whenever I get a hot flush of the face (usually around mid-day when I feel worst) it sometimes helps to drink a glass of water with a tsp of salt. Adrenal cocktail style I guess. But yeah, I noticed that I usually feel worst between 1 and 4 pm, and then after my mood gets better. The organ clock says it is the time of the small intestines from 1-3 pm so that makes sense (SIBO). I wonder if the SIBO will sort itself out once all the metals are detoxed. Then the stomach acid production should be better too. Maybe a fast will help once I am more detoxed. The only time my face was zero red was after a 5 days water fast. That's the latest news. |
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